promises..

hmmm..
is quite a long time din update my blog..
n in this windy night..
wish to write something..

few days ago..
is quite moody..b cos of my dear words..
i felt so so so sad..
i knew she din meant to hurt me..
cos she dunno i prepared all the things..
i din blame her..really..
i just speechless..

i sad not b cos of i prepared all the things..
is......i keep asking myself..
how long we b fren together???
from stranger, to schoolmates, to classmates, to good frens,
to best fren, now my dear as well..

we walk through almost 13 years..
is a long long time..really a long long time..
from childish, grew up to mature..
am i not mature enuff??
lo..

in tis 13 years..we go through many things..
h/w, frens, love, family even those very private things..
but on tat day..u told me tat..
i really sad..sad b cos it looked like i dun knoe u as well..
i don know wat u wan..n i never care abt ur feelings..
it looked i'm forcing u when ginice told me..

i just wanna give u a special night on ur birthday..
just wanna do something special n meaningful..
the things i do for u..i never hope any pay back..
i just wish u happy..i love to c u smile..
ur smile is the best gift for me..

but seems like u don like all tis..
haha..when u post on fb..i really dunno wat to responds..
really...but i dun care..haha..
i prepared all the things d..
the things u need to do is..
wear leng leng n attend on tat day..
is enuff..

let me b the 1st 1 to wish u.. my dear~~
wish u "sang yat fai lok"
leng leng always,happy always..
stay healthy..n u will meet ur prince soon..
patient ya~~

n always tat word:
"i'll b there all the time when u need me!!"
"i loVe u so much!!m...muck..."

n i hope our frenship will till the end of the time~~~~~









i promised~~~