rude

do u know the meaning of "rude"???
i cant imagine u used tis word to me..
u ask me,y i din answer ur called,y i no replied ur msg..
but i cant blame u,cos u don knw wat really happened..
u said u deserve the answer..
but i chose not to tell u..
u said u felt hard..

u worried abt me??
o u just wan the answer from me??
but..i really sad..u used to word to me..
u dunno how guilty am i..
u dunno how i feel..
u said may b u too much of tat..
i just silent...
wordless..speechless..meaningless..
is up to u..wat u wanna think n do..
i just try to protect myself b4 i get hurt..