the climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith..

目标

你的人生目标是什么？
确实的，当有人问我的时候
我竟然犹豫了

犹豫了
不懂要怎么回答
忙碌了这么多年
要的是什么

但是我问会其他人
他们的目标是什么
有人说，只要开开心心过日子
做自己想做的事情
不必太有钱，不必住大间的屋子
酱就够了

这是目标吗？
这是知足吧！
当然也有人没办法回答我
只是笑笑，说些废话

人生没有目标
应该很惨吧！
不懂自己要什么
每天过着为生活而生活的日子
这样就是人生吗？

不行!
酱不行！
一定要找出！
我不要我的人生就这样

有得必有失！
必须舍弃很多东西
我要更进步！！

三月

很快的～
就要进入新的月份～
二月总是那么的短～
新年也过得特别快～

三月～
一个充满喜悦的月份～
现在开始期待每个月份的到来～
四月，五月～
我有预感今年会过得特别快～

Milo ping就要开始她生命另一个旅程了～
她要结婚了～
很替她开心～她的老公绝对是一个好老公～
祝福你～～Milo...

接着就是我的老婆～
你要换工咯～
终于要换环境了～
替你开心，你终于勇敢的踏出那一步～
祝你新工作顺利～
人缘旺旺旺～～
也祝你早日找到你的真命天子～
不要那么挑剔啦～haha~

你的祝福，我收到了～
谢谢你~我会好好珍惜～

四月份～awen n meyer的婚礼～
哈哈～好期待～
启文～好好先生～
好男人～
meyer~聪明又漂亮的女生～
你们两个，两个字～
“绝配”。。哈哈～
祝你们的爱情“长长99”～～

是时候了～
展开一切都计划～～
加油～～

哭

此时此刻的我。。
很想大哭一场。。。。

despair

你懂绝望是什么感觉吗？
为什么你一次又一次的伤我们？
我们是你的谁？
你到底有没有想过？
你做每一件事的时候，有没有想过后果？
你有没有想过，你这样做，我们会多伤心？
多失望？一次又一次。。

由失望到绝望！！
你没药救了。。
没药救了！！你为什么会变到这样？
为什么？？我们的错？？是我们害你的？
你到底有没有检讨过自己？
我从早上做到晚，我有怨吗？？
妈咪不年轻了，你为什么要这样对她？？
你知道她哭得有多伤心吗？？
多伤心吗！！！！！！！

我多么羡慕别人的哥哥，
我多么羡慕别人的哥哥。。
他们会照顾家里，照顾自己的家。。
你呢？？你呢？？
你做过什么？？
做过什么？？
负责过什么？？
为什么？？为什么？？

你的债，谁要帮你还？？
我那么有钱吗？？我卖了自己帮你还？？
酱可以了吧？？你满意吗？？

我不想去相信我哥哥是这种人！！
但是事实是这样！！！
事实告诉我们你是这样的人！！
我们能怎样？？和你脱离关系吗？?
我很想！！！！

你，没药救了.......
我们已经彻彻底底的绝望。。。。

a brand new year

ya..a brand new year..
i was very bz since end of the year till today..
but my works..increase more n more...
never stop...

never blame on tat..
just will feel my shoulder bcame more heavier..
is tat i too responsible??
i don think so..
but wat i know is..i'm not as good as other people think..
haiz.......aiksss......

i always advise my students..
even they get 1 rite on their spelling..
i told them, don give up..
now u get 1 rite..
next time u can get 2..n 3...
but for myself???

eLane chan...
just a vase...hahaha..
sarcastic rite...
i try not to think too much..
but....aih........

cny is near..
i totally don have mood to shop..
for my new clothes, bag n shoes..
n i have to pay a lots of debts..
car insurance, medical card, savings...
my bro car din pay for 2 months..
n i even dunno i can get how much bonus..
never expect much...

totally no mood...
sien arrrrr......
so..tat day we went the curve..
i not drunk..just tried to relaxxxx myself..
u guys understand??haha..
u guys always think i'm drunk..
i wont let myself drunk in anytime anyplace..

my frens always told me..
i work too much...have to relaxxx sometimes..
i do...really..i just wish not to waste time
to built up my career...
enjoy...anytime...relaxxx...sure i have time..
relaxx with my best buddies is the most relax time for me..
i love the time we out together..
i appreciate the time we together...

i love the pic we took together..
no matter i'm in ugly post o pretty face..
b cos i want to keep the memories we b together...
tats y i love to take photo..haha..
i love u guys so much~~~

time past every fast...
feb..a month full of love...
full of happiness...full of laughter ...

wish all my fren n family..
stay healthy..go lucky...
happy always~~

Happy Valentine n Gong Hei Fatt Choi..

eLane chan~~급유！！！