渴望

上个星期，闲着没事做。。
和妹妹跑去书店逛。。
收获还不少。。
买了4本书，2本是张小娴。。
一本是藤井树，一本是蔡智恒。。

怎么说，我买书都是看书名。。
我不会特地去看简介。。
自从电脑不见后，晚上在家也不能做工。。
有懒得出去，所以昨晚用了2个小时。。
来看这本书。。刚开始，还有点闷。。

但是越看越入神。。
哈哈。。
故事还是那么普遍。。
但是藤井树的写法。。
却是那么令人感动。。
我无法形容那种感觉。。

故事很单纯。。
就是凭着感觉走。。
这种恋爱，真的好好。。
跟着感觉谈恋爱，真的会幸福。。
我也好想谈这种恋爱。。
但是，唉。。
还是算了吧～
毕竟还是面对现实比较好。。
我这种年纪，还渴望什么呢？？
谁有会为我们付出那么多呢？？
到头来，还不是一样。。

未来。。
遥远，漫长，未知。。

喜欢书里面的一句话。。
“幸福就是对方默默为你付出，
但不让你知道他有多辛苦”

好感动～～
但是谁又会酱对我呢？？

July

a month full of surprises..
i never think of u will asked me go quattro..
really enjoyed at 9..

but..
on the way back..
something happened..
i never thought of tat will happened..
i lost many things..
my laptop..purse..
money..some important documents..
sigh~~

wat to do..
cant do anythings..
luckily no 1 hurts..
thx god..

brian..
thx 4 the dinner n the gift..
appreciate tat..

n shen..
thx 4 the gift..
i love it so much..
m...muckssss....
but u must rmb wat u promised me..
=p

n i canceled my krabi trip..
i knw u worried abt me..
concern abt me..
but can u tell me in other way??
i don like the way u talked to me..
i felt hurt..unhappy...

i cant blame any 1..
b cos...tis is my choice..
i have to accept it..

tus month..total lost almost 3k...
wish everything will go smooth soon..

thx

tq..
4 by my side..
i can feel u really care abt me..
when u hold my hand so tight..
u know i need support..

last 9 is my mood is from heaven drop to hell..
but thx a lot..
luckily u by my side..

happy birthday to me~

happy birthday to me~
eLane chan~
best in ur future~
happy always~

结局

当我们~
知道一切都不会有结局的同时~
我们都在期待另一个结局~
不是吗?

wat a night

never think i dreamt again u last 9~
in my dream~
u told u~
u qualify to replace her in ur heart~
but, i never wish to replace any 1 in ur heart~

其实昨晚我喝不多,不敢喝多..
因为要驾车,也因为生理期要到了..
但我也不想喝~
但是老板叫到,总要给面子..
还以为会看到你,但是却没机会..
你还是一样忙于你的工作..
没时间休息..
好好照顾自己..
希望你会很好..

kelvin~
thx 4 coming..
my dear scare i think too much..
my dear a..honestly..
i don think tat much jor..
really..i just focus on my career now..
wish can make my plan work soon..
n find another miracle in my life..

或许,在几个深夜里~
会想起你~
但已经不会再眷恋了~
想起你的原因只有一个~
你还好吗?

nothing special

haiz..
nothing special with my birthday..
cancel my krabi trip..
b cos it will effects so many things..
so decided cancel it..
if i go to krabi..when i came back..
i have to quarantine myself around a week..
how can...school going to exam soon..

n my fren ffk me..
a few people only..how go quartto..
sien..sien..sien...really nothing special..
n waste many money..sien....

thx

today.. went to pyramid with my dear..
4 early celebration of my birthday.. haha..
b cos of today.. he woke up at 630 then back to centre work..
cos still got lots of things havent done..
then only we went to pyramid..

we took lunch at Shogun.. 4 2 hours..wa lao..
we ate lotz of food.. then we went to shopping..
he bought a ESPRIT purse,a SEED skirt n a P& CO blouse..
lol..although i wish to get a esprit watch..
but nvm la..
he spend many $$ on our new house.. l
ater have to spend more on it..
renovation..funiture..wedding..travel..wedding photo..

lo..i know sometime u dunno how to care abt me..
but i know u r a good guy to b a husband n a father..
i dunno weather i deserve to b ur wife o not..
but i will try..4 our future..
i 'll b good..thx to u..my dear..










oh..gods..my favourite..









tis also 1 of my favourite!!









n sashimi...my dear know i lovE it so much!!!









yummy sushi~~










this just a part of our food..
still got many..but later on,i bz abt eating..
then no snap food anymore..hahaa..









tis is the present from my dear..
thx..m...muck~~~

i care

hey..i dunno who hurts u so much..
but i really wish u r fine..
i dunno which gal so lucky..
u love her so much..
no matter how..
pls do take care ur self..

b cos i CARE..

pretend

dun pretend know me so much..
u dunno anything abt me...
just care ur own things enuff..
n don judge a book by it cover...
thx...

happy birthday~

happy birthday to u..
wish u happy always~